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The Prospect Before Me....

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At the moment I have a short story due, and I admit, it's being recalcitrant. Or I am.

It's been my experience that I work better under pressure and that when I'm feeling uninterested in something, or laggy about it, the reason is usually that something about the project isn't really ready to be barfed out onto pages yet.

But I still have to start. Because those stories don't really write themselves and they don't fix themselves. I have to go and make a mess before I can make it better. No matter how much planning and thinking I do before hand.

"No plan survives contact with the enemy" is attributed to any number of famous soldiers and tacticians. In the case of writing, no plot/writing plan survives contact with the page. As the words go down and the story starts to work and grow, things I was sure were going to be wonderful turn out stupid, or bits I was sure were going to be clever fail like a souffle on the Titanic. And the things I decided to worry about later, turn up a lot sooner and sometimes they aren't a problem at all. And sometimes they are. Or the silly thing I threw in just because I kind of liked it and figured I'd have to take it out later turned out to be very useful indeed (and I can't help wondering if something in my brain had figured this all out ahead of time and just hadn't bothered to send me a memo.)

So.

When stories are misbehaving at the start of the job like this, I grab onto something trivial about the story and beat the crap out of it. I'll research it and poke it and go in all kinds of strange directions with it, just to see what it heaves to the surface. Usually some interesting fact or odd angle will arise that sets the whole thing into wild motion and then, I'm off!

But I have to poke it quite a bit first. Until it starts growling and wriggling and yelling "I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it anymore!" And then we shall have a wrestle. And then we shall have a fight. And all my plans will go to hell in a lovely hand basket and come back with a bow on top (after a bit of singeing and manhandling.)

No story idea survives contact with the keyboard, unscathed. Because scathed is much more interesting than pristine.

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[info]endiron wrote:
Feb. 9th, 2010 03:32 am (UTC)
I call this stage, "Outline bloat". It is where my nice neat plan for a story runs into a giant snarl of data that forces me to engage in mortal combat with key concepts and kill off a few plans ideas which cascade into a whole new arch. Not necessarily something I am all excited about, but when your stuck on the grind, thus far its the only thing that seems to get you past it.

Did I mention I loathe the middle of a story. Its like waiting to kiss at the door on the third date, line, after line, after line.

Gah!

Bane
[info]katatomic wrote:
Feb. 14th, 2010 08:38 pm (UTC)
Structuring is always a bastard. Unless you stick to the strictest of pre-determined deadlines, the middle is always where things go off into La-la land.
[info]jongibbs wrote:
Feb. 9th, 2010 05:54 pm (UTC)
Interesting analogy.

Thanks for sharing :)
[info]tracy_d74 wrote:
Feb. 13th, 2010 01:37 am (UTC)
nice! stories never come from my brain to my computer the way i have it in my head. it is frustrating . . . that whole working hard to get the story written thing. ugghh!!! but each pass through the story is better. i see my original idea was not well formed. it needed a squeeze and a reshape. so who cares if i had to eat truck loads of chocolate and sprouted a few more gray hairs. ;)
[info]katatomic wrote:
Feb. 14th, 2010 08:39 pm (UTC)
Yeah... I dream of the day my editor accepts the first draft as "publication" ready. And yet... I fear it because it may just mean they think they can sell any crap with my name on it (and I loathe that idea.)

At the moment, the publication draft is at least draft 3 or 4, if not more.
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